ana-wrecks-it

i’ve been thinking about killing myself daily because it would be so nice.

but even more so i think about being hit by a car or being mugged or raped. because i’d still get to live but would get out of all the situations i am currently in.

1 month ago -

1

i’m pretty sure i’ve lost most of my followers, but it’s 2012 (which is funny how i read that twenty-twelve, when last year was 2 thousand 11, oh well) and i’m ready to be 120 again, which is my GW BUT NEVER MY UGW, which is 95. but 120 is a place to start.

my first way of loosing weight is to stop drinking. i drink too much and probably is why i’m so fat. guh. life.

4 months ago

sealfeathers:

i agree completely.

(Source: skinny4life, via burrito-princess)

4 months ago -

35

i just wrote this:

ready for drunk emily? i am so sorry you have to touch me right now. i’ve never been this fat and i used to be so much prettier and touchable and i’m sorry you have to see me as now. normally when i get depressed i loose 20 lb and then it slowly goes away but no one notices, but i’m haha stupidly avoiding that, though it is relaly smart because i’d be going home by now. i just hate when i feel your stomach against mine because i know i’m being a fat ass. and i want you to fuck me up against a wall but i’m too fat for you to pick me up to od so. and i’m so sorry. i’m so so sorry.

FUCKING TIME I STARTED STARVING AGAIN. who wants to help me lose 30 lb?

7 months ago

thinn:

i don’t like frailty really

i like bodies best when they’re lithe, not when they look like they might need help standing

i don’t want to lose my health this time

i forgot the word lithe. thank you for refreshing my vocabulary. for that is what i want to.

<3

9 months ago -

1